story of sadness in 2010

2010 a year is bad for me..a year that bring me so many bad memory..

this is we call life..if only happiness come into our life..we cannot call this is life..because life what we go trough with happiness and sadness..actually five year ago me and my special boyfriend plan 2010 it's the year can bring a lot of sweet memory.....5 year ago!!!...now 2010..no sweet memory that we capture until now....happiness a bit only..and sadness a lot..this year sorrow come into my life in april,may,june,july...i really drop in this 4 month..my life..my carrier all changed..because of 1 reason..and what the reason is i cannot share in this blog....everyday i cry..everyday i am sick everyday i always want to go home..go back to my home town...yes truly i go back my hometown..all my family give them support and give me a good solution and they always love me..take care of me even already 7 years not live with them..they understand me..love me...and then the some time i always make do' a to ALLAH give back my soul..give me back my life and give me solution...and one day i notice that the thing already happen then i cannot go back to old life..then i release all..i give up..let all happen as what already happen..but this time i am not just give up..but i will stand back and develop my life better than a few year ago..a few month ago..a few days ago..no more cry..no more sadness no more sorrow...all bad memory i want to throw away from my memory and my life...ALLAH hear my do' a and i get back what i lose before....Allah give me a second change to build my life better than a few year ago.. i win and i always feel great full to Allah and thank to Allah give me back my soul..and this time i will take care all my thing..with happiness and love...Alhamdulillah great full to Allah..now 2011 will coming in one more day..i wish 2011 is my sweet memory with my beloved special boyfriend and hope so 2011 can give us more happiness....2010 you are the year that i love before but now i hope when you already gone.gone with my sadness...let 2011 give me a new life and give me more happiness.

 Good Bye 2010 and Welcome 2011