story of sadness in 2010

2010 a year is bad for me..a year that bring me so many bad memory..

this is we call life..if only happiness come into our life..we cannot call this is life..because life what we go trough with happiness and sadness..actually five year ago me and my special boyfriend plan 2010 it's the year can bring a lot of sweet memory.....5 year ago!!!...now 2010..no sweet memory that we capture until now....happiness a bit only..and sadness a lot..this year sorrow come into my life in april,may,june,july...i really drop in this 4 month..my life..my carrier all changed..because of 1 reason..and what the reason is i cannot share in this blog....everyday i cry..everyday i am sick everyday i always want to go home..go back to my home town...yes truly i go back my hometown..all my family give them support and give me a good solution and they always love me..take care of me even already 7 years not live with them..they understand me..love me...and then the some time i always make do' a to ALLAH give back my soul..give me back my life and give me solution...and one day i notice that the thing already happen then i cannot go back to old life..then i release all..i give up..let all happen as what already happen..but this time i am not just give up..but i will stand back and develop my life better than a few year ago..a few month ago..a few days ago..no more cry..no more sadness no more sorrow...all bad memory i want to throw away from my memory and my life...ALLAH hear my do' a and i get back what i lose before....Allah give me a second change to build my life better than a few year ago.. i win and i always feel great full to Allah and thank to Allah give me back my soul..and this time i will take care all my thing..with happiness and love...Alhamdulillah great full to Allah..now 2011 will coming in one more day..i wish 2011 is my sweet memory with my beloved special boyfriend and hope so 2011 can give us more happiness....2010 you are the year that i love before but now i hope when you already gone.gone with my sadness...let 2011 give me a new life and give me more happiness.

 Good Bye 2010 and Welcome 2011

SIJIL KURSUS PRA PERKAHWINAN

2 days on 18th and 19th 12 2010...this is what i and zairi get for that day..
this document need to proses again...not finish yet..this document it's very important..if this document don't have so we cannot go to the next phased..no blood test " HIV test "

Two Kitten Cat

this is my new kitten cat..both also female...

still don't have any name..if have any suggestion please give me okay maybe you all can give me a sweet name for my cat..

My Memories Of My Life Past A few year ago until today

First Phased already done

18/12/2010 and  19/12/2010 it's a first phase i already go through with mohamad nor zairi and this two day it's a day that i dream it a few year ago..now my dream become true.Alhamdulillah Syukur kehadratnya because Allah hear my Du'a..like Maher zain said INSYALLAH you find your way..huhuhuhu
maybe for all of you this is two days just a simple phased to do...but for me this is not easy because five year i already been waiting.now on go to the next phased it's not easy because i need to going back my home town and go to MUIS together with my WALI " my father " to get all documents that i need to go the phase..WOW insyallah all this phase i can go through with no problem.

My Sweet MeMories

with mum and dad

picnic with family at tanjug aru sabah

 

 

 

me and my sister Black

Glam Rock Tangs dePartment Store

Yarmmmm Delicious

Siakap Tiga Rasa,Ayam Goreng Kunyit and Sup Tulang
Yurmmm Delicious...this is my predilection food...

My Collection

Money!!money!!money..
hye this is all my collection,all my note from different country,
this hobby i share with zairi ( special boyfriend ).we have a lot of hobby then we always share our hobby..
all this note i took from customer and friend and the rest note it's mine and i also get the note when i am go to the country like indonesia...next time i will go far and collect all note from all country in this world..

Money and relationship

life it's not easy without money.then money also can make we fight each other.among us friends,boyfriend,girlfriend,brother and sister,wife and husband.when we talk about money..first thing that u must do is think what will happen in the future...Money your can find but relationship ?????can money buy????

 

 

My New Family

Ava

Female Persian,
My name cat is Ava